BEINGS OF BARBARISM

An Excavation of Identity, Guilt, and the Quiet Revolt

"I belong to the dogs, and I am okay with that."

The Collection

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Why Civilization Bad

An ode to barbarism exploring the tension between civilization and individuality. What happens when we become "minor civil servants of moral orthopedics"?

Freedom vs Control The Superego Loss of Love Individual vs Collective
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The Contract of Civilization

A raw reckoning with the costs of belonging. What do we agree to, often without knowing? When does civility become complicity?

Social Contracts Belonging Authenticity Resistance
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The Machine

A personal examination of what it costs to be human in systems designed for smaller people. From the contract of civilization to letters to the wild self—a comprehensive exploration of authenticity, belonging, and the quiet revolt of choosing to be whole.

The Wild Self Systemic Control Authentic Identity Emotional Barbarism Belonging
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Know Thyself

"Until we learn to balance the superego, ego, and id, we do not truly know how to love ourselves—or others."

This isn't just another personality test. It's a deep exploration of your psychological architecture— the tensions between your instincts and your standards, your authentic self and civilized expectations, your wild impulses and balanced wisdom. Discover the beautiful contradictions that make you irreplaceable.

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Five Core Dimensions

Explore your ID (instinctual drives), Ego (balanced wisdom), Superego (inner authority), relationship with Civilization, and commitment to Authenticity.

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Embrace Contradictions

Discover how you can be both wild and disciplined, individual and collective, perfectly imperfect in your own unique way.

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Your Spirit Animal

Uncover which creature embodies your psychological essence—from the conscious rebel Wolf to the wise Owl navigating liminal spaces.

Ready to Meet Yourself Fully?

25 questions. No judgment. Only the fascinating truth of who you are.

Begin Your Journey
Barbarism is not a failure—it's a return
— From The Contract of Civilization

The Wild Ones

There is a way to be productive while bringing your individuality into the world. To fight the superego with prudence and grace.

Real vs Taught

What is real must be felt, not taught. The only thing real is what the individual experiences—and reality is never the same for everyone.

Balance of Being

Until we learn to balance the superego, ego, and id, we do not truly know how to love ourselves—or others.